DREAM over PASSION

Published May 12, 2014 by speakmylove

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People have repeatedly said, “Make your passion your work, and you will never work.” I have believed that, yes, past tense, because I realized, there are things bigger than passions… those are DREAMS.

DREAMS are the root of goals and successes. Yes, passion maybe an instrument why you reached that goal but dreams are the bigger pictures. Yes you will never get tired of doing your passions but sometimes, giving in to bizzare dreams just make up the world. Sometimes, it’s not the passions that makes the dreams. It’s the DREAMS that build your real passions.

For an instance, how I chose my college program that I am pre-enlisted to and will be enrolling in tomorrow.

Eversince I was a little kid, I have had passion for fashion, artsy and filmsy clothing, color, sketching and designing… BACK THEN, I WAS VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT BECOMING A FASHION DESIGNER.

Teens, I started reading all these articles, blogs, newspapers, novels, and the like. I joined in school paper orgs and tries to build a blog. I WAS PASSIONATE ABOUT BECOMING A WRITER OR A JOURNALIST.

A year before finishing senior year, I thought about what I really want to be… then all the things that I was doing since I was a kid, came rushing  to me. I have always dreamt of wearing a white coat or green scrubs, sometimes seated in a clinic or sweating buckets to make someone feel better. I have always loved reading health, anatomy, sciences, watched National Geographic and Discovery Channel for fun and little by little understood what it showed.

IT IS MY DREAM TO BE A MEDICAL PRACTITIONER AND UNCONSCIOUSLY, I WAS TELLING THE WORLD THAT I AM GOING TO BE MAKING MY DREAM A REALITY IN TEN YEARS.

I may have given in to my dream but that doesn’t  mean that I am shoving my passions on to the trash bin, maybe if I have rightfully fulfilled my dreams and have served the purpose of my dream to the world, then maybe I can give in to myself and my passions. This is a personal theory, if you are willing to give in to your passions, then, GO FOR IT! 🙂

WHERE WILL I GO AFTER GOT TO BELIEVE?

Published March 7, 2014 by speakmylove

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            REALITY HITS ME. NO MORE GOT TO BELIEVE TO WATCH OUT FOR STARTING MONDAY.

I haven’t been hooked to a local TV show for a while now till Got To Believe happened. Now that it has ended, I am in pain. It’s painful because Got To Believe became a routine. It was my stress relief from a hard and tough day at school. It was where I was getting inspiration. The playful Joaquin grew into me, wanting him to be a gremlin under the rain and just multiply. Chichay’s artsy attitude and love for family was an inspiration (not to mention her braids!). The love story was challenging and it was a rough but worth-it roller coaster ride. The interrelationship of their respective families was a test of true love and destiny. The belief in magic though perceives fantasy was nevertheless interesting. GOT TO BELIEVE GAVE ME AN EXPERIENCE TO REMEMBER.

TOP 5 FAVORITE MOMENTS: 

5th:  THE AFTER THE MITING DE AVANCE SCENE.

The “Huwag mo na akong tawaging sir, Joaquin o Joaqy nalang… tsaka…. gusto kong maging magkaibigan tayo.”

4th:  THE MORNING MESSAGES OF JOAQUIN THAT CHICHAY WASN’T ABLE TO REPLY TO THEN HE CALLED…

JOAQUIN: Anong sagot mo dun sa tanong ko, “Goodmorning Chichay. Nasa school kana?”

CHICHAY: Goodmorning Joaqy. Wala pa’ko sa school andito pa ako sa sakayan.

JOAQUIN: Ah sige. Kita nalang tayo mamaya.

3th : JOAQUIN AS KNIGHT-IN-SHINING ARMOR

At Didith’s party…. At the Crillon Ball…. When Juliana despised Chichay…

   OH JOAQUIN, WHY ARE YOU A FICTIONAL CHARACTER?!

2nd: WHEN THEY ARE FINALLY AN ITEM (TTN -TAYONG TAYO NA FROM TNT-TAYO NA HINDI TAYO)

JOAQUIN’S, “GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE WITH YOU.”

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    OF COURSE. THE BEST ENDING EVER GETS THE TOP SPOT. 

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 WHAT REALLY KILLED ME IN THIS ENCOUNTER SINCE EVERYTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL AND #BestEndingEver as it is, was on how they said I Love You and the nose-to-nose. JOAQUIN WHISPERING HIS I LOVE YOU FELT SO SINCERE IN SO MANY ILLEGAL WAYS AND CHICHAY’S DECLARATION OF LOVE SIGNIFIED THE TRUE BEST ENDING. :*********

MAY I JUST ADD. GOT TO BELIEVE ALSO MAKE ME LOVE TWO OTHER THINGS. 

  • JOAQUIN SAN JUAN MANANSALA’S speaking voice in English A.K.A. DANIEL PADILLA’S ENGLISH SPEAKING VOICE IS WORTH MELTING FOR!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

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  • WHEN DANIEL PADILLA’S TEARS FAALLL. AHHHHHHHH. I JUST WANNA CRY WITH HIM.

DANIEL’S PERFECT TEARS : 

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      WHILE ME:  

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 BUT REALLY…. THE ENDING WAS …….

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BUT.. BUT… BUT… NO MORE GOT TO BELIEVE…………….. T_T HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU T_T

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COMPARISONS ARE EASILY DONE ONCE YOU’VE HAD A TASTE OF PERFECTION

NOW YOU HELP ME, HOW DO I MOVE ON?

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

In Defense Of A Disney Princess (Who Just Happens To Be Overweight)

Published March 7, 2014 by speakmylove

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Disney has done it all, it seems. There has been a princess of nearly every race, there have been princesses who broke social norms associated with being a woman, and, most recently, there was a princess who proved she didn’t need the love of a man to save herself.

But there’s something Disney has yet to do.

I want to see Disney create an overweight princess — and I want the storyline not to mention the fact that she’s overweight. If Disney creates an overweight princess, her story would undoubtedly be about her struggle with self-acceptance, and that’s not a story I want to see on the big screen.

I want to see an overweight princess who is treated like every other princess. She should be awed and admired for her beauty and strength, and at no time during the movie should weight even be mentioned.

An inevitable complaint of…

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2014 IS FOR YOU!

Published January 2, 2014 by speakmylove

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This is a new year. A new beginning. And things will change. -Taylor Swift

        This may sound like cliche but a new year means a new beginning. A chance to a clean slate. A time to close one chapter and open fresh pages. An event to wash away the flaws of the past year and just breathe in the new breeze of 2014. But this new year, I hope you give a chance to You.

You that had your heart broken, conceive the love you deserve.
You that failed, do better! You have 365 days in front of you.
You that was alone, love yourself. Your self worth is more than anything.
You that was neglected, continue to do what you do best. You don’t need others to put you down.
You that got disappointed , maybe this is your year!
You that lost someone, be strong. You have angels now.
You that has unfinished business, work on them.
You that forgot how to smile, be happy. See the small things that matter the most.
You that got washed away, 2014 will be a rebuilding of something better than what you had.
You that failed to share, spare for others. That feeling is immeasurably irreplacable.
You that stumbled down, rise up from the challenge.
You… live your life in the hopes of making someone smile, giving someone happiness, becoming an agent of hope, being a blessing, and just someone for others. You’ll just be amazed at a fruitful year if you do. 🙂

       Things will change. It will never be the same but like what Atom Araullo tweeted, “2014 is just 2013 in disguise.” It’s YOU that’s going to make it a different one. Make a better story but keep the stories that 2013 brought.

To those who were devastated, see a brighter morning! Look forwarf to a bigger and brighter year ahead! Conceive healing and moving on.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR and Make a better 2014! 🙂 hugs & glitterkisses!

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Lost for a day.

Published December 30, 2013 by speakmylove

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                        Each dropping second of everyday is a bountiful blessing from above. Who knows your next second might be your last… but sometimes, I just want to know how would everybody feel if I get lost for a day. There are pains that only my heart knows. There are joys that only my soul knows. I’m made up but that doesn’t mean I’m a hundred percent fine. There are things that cannot be said or written in words. I just wanted to be okay, even just for a day. Free of all this cobwebs even just for 24 hours. Yes, I’m alive, breathing and well but being lost for a day won’t hurt a muscle or bone. 

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in LOVE

Published December 20, 2013 by speakmylove

DON’T GET ME WRONG. THIS AIN’T ROMANTIC LOVE. This is about my senior section, LOVE.

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Yes, we are composed of vaguely different characters but we managed to accept each ones differences and gelled like jello.

Yes, we are seniors who have to make the most trivial life choices but we have to make this memorable.

Yes, we are noisy but that noise is coming from our hearts. Our glee couldn’t just be contained.

Yes, we are not perfect but we compliment each other.

Yes, we have arguments and petty misunderstandings but as what they say, that allows love to grow.

Maybe it was destiny, maybe it was luck, but I believe it is a blessing.

We had to be together cause we somehow would learn from each other.

We have a few more months left to make each minute into a beautiful moment.

I’m writing this now because it seems fitting. Christmas is up on five days and 2013’s gon bid goodbye.

It was a beautiful year for us and I want to thank all of you for it. This might be thought as biased but LOVE’s really the best.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS! 🙂

Thank you for all the laughter, happiness, aching jaws cause of too much joy, sincere smiles, beautiful stories, and most of all the learning I have all learned from you. Somehow, I know, I’ll be using them.

To be honest, I have proven with you guys that highschool’s the best adventure to go through and there, you’ll be meeting the best people, a family. Thanks for giving me a beautiful family 10-Love. You guys are beyond the best and awesome.

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 Have a Merry Christmas! End 2013 with a bang! Welcome 2014 with cheers! Thanks for making all the challenges bearable 10-Love. Hoping that this wonderful family that has bloomed will continue to grow and stand as tall as a tree!

With Love & glitterkisses, Abby 🙂

Ate Julia’s Contest

Published October 27, 2013 by speakmylove

Ate Julia's Contest

KCDJ. Four letters that makes the KathNiel Ship mightly sailing. If I was to have a day with them, I would bring them to Cebu, my hometown. They might be able to set their foot here, but I want to take them on a paradise hopping. We would start by an island hopping in the Island of Mactan and enjoy snorkeling, bird watching & feeding, and stop by the yellow submarine and check it out. Then by mid-day we could just have a relaxing spa party and talk about loads of stuff or they could try wind surfing and wake boarding. Before the sun would set, we would take the Islands Boat and have an early dinner that would take us under the bridge and allow us to enjoy the beautiful sunset. From the water and land, we would then partake on an adventurous journey up in the air as we enjoy the cityscape at the Edge Coaster and the zipline between two towers. Then we would end the day by having our shirts that would print how we loved Cebu. It may look tiring and exhausting but it surely would be a feast of the eyes, tummy and a beautiful memory they would always remember.

I may only be in this fandom for a year but I’m assuring that I’m here to stay. THANKS AND ALL THE LOVE FOR THIS KAHNIEL FANDOM :*